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Letter to Him.Dear ****
Please Read this when you are alone.
This wasn’t easy or planned. I tried writing this for you, but never get it right. I wrote several times, but thought there was no point to even bother telling you. It is only because I don’t want to ruin your happiness that you have. I started to give up and leave it alone. As nice and generous you are, you don’t ask but leave it be. It wasn’t easy for me to put down what I want to say and not give you a wrong idea of where I am coming from. I felt that you should know, unless it isn’t really important that you want to know. A question of Letter to Him.
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Fear.Cry.All happened so fast. Most important the memory will last. The air was filled with scare, worry, nervous, sadness and fear. I looked up, my first time in a long time, to see my mom in tears. That night she cried. All I did was tried to be calm and strong. Giving her a hug was wrong. She didn't want one. So much was coming through her head, that she couldn't keep her eyes off the house. While it was shining bright light of heat. It wasn't looking that great. I had my phone with me. I wanted to text someone. But didn't know what to say. I was in shocked inside, Fear.Cry.
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Don't Know.I think it is a goodbye. Been more than seven days, been weeks and now months. We haven't talked. I am not gonna stalk. I am guessing you have already forgot. It's okay, I am not worth your time. I think our last conversation wasn't a good one. If you are thinking I am mad at you. I honestly have to say I am not. If that is why you aren't talking to me. Then that is lame. I told you to just ask and see who is the blame. Just isn't going to be the same. Sad to see how our relationship wasn't anything. Tonight I am going to try. To not start cry Don't Know.
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Fault.Many things are bothering me again. I'm starting to feel the pain. It's different this time around. May seem strange or sound Weird, but it's how you feel. It's how I feel. My heart is burning from inside out. There's a giant hole on my chest. I can't cover it, it is gonna show. Just another day, my face is low. No more having the new glow. I am going back inside. Don't want to leave the doors open. I'm closing all my doors again. Forgetting what I had said. Things don't come to my mind as to say aid. Seriously maybe, just maybe. I Fault.
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Every timeEvery time I see you I always seem to smile And every time I’m with you My heart beats like I’ve run for miles You always make me laugh And make me want to sing There's no one quite like you That pulls on my heart strings But I know that you are busy with her And do not have the time To sit and listen to me recite My simple little rhyme For I’ll never be as good as her No matter what I do I’ll never even compare to her So I’ll let her keep you Because I want to see you happy And I know that only she Can make you Every time
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brokenIt finally broke today Into pieces on the floor I cried into the night Until my throat was sore Why did you have to break it? And throw it on the floor I bet if you had the chance You would smash it in the door Why did you break my heart? You made me feel so said Was it something I did wrong? Did I do something bad? I’m sorry if I ever hurt you But in turn you always hurt me worse I’m sorry if I wasn’t everything you wanted If I wasn’t like her I’ll keep to my self now And start sewing my heart back broken
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The Sun Saved ThemIn the end
They’re all the same Eyes that pierce Like fire and flames Minds are twisted
Like wired frames Slowly messing
With your brain Slowly making you feel the pain Slipping slowly down you go Into darkness down below Cries the lost and broken souls All around their stories unfold All around you see their eyes Blood shot, fear and petrified Staring up all towards the sky They let out one united cry Come now sun Won’t you shine on me? My eyes are opened So I can see Your rays that should come And The Sun Saved Them
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HELLO

Tue Mar 17, 2009, 5:48 PM

Hey...
I wrote a few more from the past few days.
I know some might be depressing, but that what I have been feeling.
Not when I wrote about it, I felt better. It doesn't matter how many people I am friended with on this. Who reads it. I just feel better afterward.
It kinda sucks, how everyday I experience something, or be in the situation or get something thrown at from someone. It does affect your outer shell, and your mood.

I can't seem to let some of it go, but when you do let the most hurtful once go, you feel like a free bird.
WELL
HAPPY ST. PATTY'S DAY!

I will keep writing.. Hopefully no more sad ones, but can't help it if things happen in my life, that are sad or confusing..
Don't know how that works, with my personality of laughin everyday. umm

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